THE CLOCK
We
divide the clock
Into
pie segments
To
show, self-indulgently,
We
are masters of time.
Serving
up plates, we
Apportion
hours a la carte,
Spearing
minutes with a fork.
Wistfully,
we sip on seconds.
We
park our legs high
On
a chair, lean back,
Saying,
this year I will do this,
Next
year that.
But
time yields to no master:
Heedless
brute, it is an
Inexorable
mule,
Spinning
sun, ruthless.
Only
a cosmic force,
Colossal
as stars collapsing,
Warping
space like plastic
Has
the arm to rein in time,
Rearing
neighing stallion,
Bull
kept at bay.
Time
answers to no one.
We
answer to time.
Already
it holds us
On
a leash, shortening:
We
strain forward;
It
pulls us in.
Helpless
fish,
We
must forsake fruit
Just
beyond our reach.
And
we are bound to tell time
Our
narrative when it ends.
Now
the clock strikes:
Bells
ring, sonorous,
Pure
as childhood,
Shining
as youth,
Florid
as love,
Perfect
as wisdom
…the
spring runs out.
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Grandfather clock face |
PROLOGUE
Gloaming
is gradually pushing night away.
Casting
a magician’s spell, day sweeps
His
arm in a wide arc, left to right.
The
sky submits to his behest.
Darkness
retreats faster than low tide pulling back its forces,
Fading
until morning is a garment washed many times.
Dawn
is a gray wolf’s coat streaked with white clouds.
Blue
and pink light diffuse, a river entering a delta.
Moon
and stars now gleam faintly, soft as kindness.
Daylight
is spilling, gentle waterfall, over the window sill.
The
house begins to stir, a living animal.
I
hear tinkling utensils, clattering plates, sloshing glasses.
Coffee
is percolating, a gurgling snorkel.
Birds
let loose warbles, sinuous wrist movements of a dancer.
Clearing
throats repeatedly, roosters do not understand
Only
once is necessary to remind everyone day is here.
Din
rises, tittering audience before a performance.
Turning
squeakily, a faucet drills water into a pail.
Commuters
gun their engines. Motorcycles roar, punching holes in paper.
Chaos
breaks out, a bull bounding free from a maze.
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Bull-leaping fresco, 1450 BCE, Heraklion Archaeological Museum, Crete |
EPILOGUE
Night
begins in disquiet, pacing back and forth,
Disturbed
by spoons crossing swords with forks
Banging
on plates as against shields,
Clinking
glasses like missiles pinging helmets.
Rumbling
low, a water stream is drumming
An
aluminum sink, bottom of a boat.
Beyond
the wall, cars whoosh by like subway trains.
Passersby
in threes or fours are chortling birds.
Two
houses down, a woman hollers faintly at a bawling child.
Cats
scrambling after prey kick boxes bumping together as they fall.
A
small animal is making tiny scraping noises inside the ceiling.
The
wind rises, shakes leaves, dislodging one fruit,
Thudding
on the roof, bouncing twice,
Rolling
audibly…one, two more follow.
The
house folds his hands, sitting silently for a while.
Everything
is slowing down, floating brushwood.
The
clock is ticking but not on the wall. Time machine
Oscillating
to a gradually disappearing frequency,
I
listen for the pop of ratchet and spring pulling the hammer backward
To
strike the bell once, twice, then push off, sleep pulling at the oars.
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Le Sommeil (1937) by Salvador Dali |
WINTER SOLSTICE
December 21,
1989
I am prisoner
to conversation with an old man with a broken nose, mute with catarrh,
sedentary and limping.
The window is
squealing like a small animal, trapped.
Outside in
the empty parking lot sits an abandoned car, dried out extinct turtle.
Dryness
scrapes skin off the flaking season lying lifeless, electricity gone dead.
Clouds cast
to the ground the feeble eyes of a pallid man.
Trees written
in charcoal thrust into the sky, exclaiming, “I am turned into a pillar of
salt!”
Winter breaks
its stony face against the hammering wind,
Dust and
rocks mix with air,
Grass grinds
like pebbles underfoot.
A warm room
withers faster than a disconnected leaf.
Memories
scatter, twigs across the carpet.
Deaf to
clapping, hooded thoughts wander.
Only blue
sparks crackle in recognition.
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Winter sunrise |
SUMMER SOLSTICE
June 21, 2011
Early today,
the sun leaps over the horizon, legs and arms spinning, slow motion, gliding, a bird of prey.
Rising light
casts elongated shadows running up and down hills and dales. Atop a summit
warming rays outspread.
Colors
explode, life bursting in dread of death. Stunning dyes ink the sky, veins and
washes.
Bright
droplets of flowers splash across a palette of meadows. Floating trees at their
base join to luminous shades.
Silver rivers
transmute into gold. Forest regiments guard eyes hiding beneath shadowy green
canopies, shading hands.
Fulsome
clouds tumble, hay rolls in a royal blue field. The wind, freshly laving, puffs
memories, ardent.
The longest
day is glorious, a shining bracelet of hours—agate streaked orange and blue at
dawn, dazzling quartz at noon, orange sapphire at dusk. Night fastens the end
with a snap.
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Summer sunset |