Solitude

SOLITUDE

If a jar of wine is left in place a long time, the wine in it becomes clear, settled, and fragrant. …So you, too, should stay in the same place and you will find how greatly this benefits you.—Evagrius Ponticus, Philokalia

Solitude has come to roost on the window sill.

Flapping his wings, he alights,

Tilts his head slightly, left, right,

Looking inward, studying the past,

Investigating experience,

Peering at conscience,

Surveying the world.

Peripatetic, he asks the eternal questions.

Thoughts stream in as shafts of light between

Trees standing among truths freckled by shadows.

Answers, always partial

Always come,

Sparkling in a box of stars

Or glowing like the moon.

He attains a brook, freshly, soundlessly flowing

Uphill, roundly wholesome, utterly speckless,

Nestled atop high inaccessible

Mountain reaches. Glassfuls of water

Bring not forgetting but understanding,

Memories revolving slowly,

Uncanny clarity of a magical goblet,

Bestowing peace, oil poured into wounds.

Originally published in Thought Notebook (April 9, 2015)

He attains a brook, freshly, soundlessly flowing uphill…